I LOVE AUSCAT!

We're all in this together :)

WE ARE FAMILY!! :D

the way I appreciate friends

Hmm...

I don't know how to say this but...

I'm not a person who will buy sweets or chocolate from some club and send to my friends to show how much I appreciate them.

If you were my friends in WMS before, I think you guys know that I will always make something for all my friends with a message on it.

I always want to give my close friends something that they can keep and remember, not something that's not durable.

I felt so bad when people asked me why didn't I send them any friendship appreciation stuff sold by the clubs.

It's just that it's not the way how I appreciate my friends.

I hope all my friends will understand me.

Please do :)

Mistake

Gosh, the way I say things are so wrong sometimes.

I said " I can't tahan when I get lower score than you and Josephine."

Then I realized that my sentence meant something else which I didn't mean it.

When people hear this, they might think that I'm trying to say that they're not that good and I'm smarter than them.

I didn't mean it that way AT ALL.

What I was trying to say is that I always put them as my opponent.

Someone who I want to challenge my marks with.

I succeeded a few times so I was happy.

But suddenly my marks got lower so I can't tahan myself.

I can't tahan myself as in, why didn't I work harder?

Oh gosh, I hope people don't get whatever I say/said in the wrong way.

I always have this problem.

Whenever I try to explain myself after a mistake I made like this, people just think that I'm just trying to cover up for myself.

O.O

Quit it, stop confusing me!

I love you dad!!

Gosh, I feel so bad for my dad :(

He gets all the lecturing from my mum for what he bought for us (like new bags, shoes and shirts) and we just enjoy what he bought.

Even worse, I threw tantrum on him today and yesterday.

It's like something I hardly do to him and I just did it 2 days in a row :(

My mum is still giving him lecturing outside the living room.

I feel like going out there and say:

"Stop blaming daddy! It's all our fault. I'll promise that I'll stop asking for things anymore."

I'm so sorry daddy.

I love you!!

Your contact name in my handphone is 'dad-VIP' ever since years ago :)

Forgive me if I didn't pick up your phone because my phone is always on silence.

I'll promise to make you a real nice card.

I'll thank you for what you gave me and how much you love us and I'll apologize for throwing tantrum and gives you trouble.

Decisions

My dad just gave me 2 options.

1. Study in New Zealand for 3 years

2. Study in Monash here and he'll buy me a new car

I guess I'll apply for both Uni and decide later on.

At first my dad wanted me to go New Zealand because he thinks that I can improve my English there and can be more independent.

But later on, he suddenly worry that I might work there or get married there and will not come back to Malaysia.

He kept asking me questions this morning in KLCC about whether will I get a married there or work there.

He even wanted to skip the NZ edu fair this morning because he says he wants to reconsider.

I got angry and kind of make him to bring me to the edu fair.

After the edu fair, we went to see Monash.

Then he brought me to see cars.

I want Hyundai Accent but my mum ask me to get i10.

Actually, I'm pretty sure that I can get Accent if I manja my dad but I think it's better for me to just listen to my mum.

Monash is so far away so I tell my dad that I want to stay at the hostel if I study there but he don't allow.

He scared I might learn bad things from others XD

That's what contributed him the idea of getting me a car :P

I have no idea what I want.

There're reasons why I want to stay and there're also many reasons why I want to go NZ.

GAH!!! I guess I'll only decide this if both uni accepts me.

For now, I should study hard and get good grades.

Please help me oh Lord. I hope both uni will accept me.

Saturday

I'm seriously pissed off whenever my parents and my brother come in to my room and say I'm playing computer.

Whenever I'm just doing my assignments or on fb asking questions, they still say I'm playing.

So annoying -.-

Anyway, I realize I always say things I don't mean it.

Sometimes I tend to say no but inside my heart is the opposite. Or the other way round.

I think I hurt a lot of people by doing so.

Especially my little brother.

I feel so bad.

I'm so scared he might think that I seriously dislike him because I always ask him to get out of my room, when he joke with me I don't laugh, when he want to

show me something cool and I just show him a blank face, etc.

Well, I always treat him like that when I'm frustrated or tired from college.

What made me feel bad is that he listens to me whenever I talk to him and share most of his stuff to me and I'm almost like the opposite.

Forgive me my little brother.

Remember, your sis love you okay?

You're a great brother although sometimes you're such a pain to me :)

At least I know you won't leave me no matter what.

Just watched Rising of the Ape World at e@ Curve just now. My family and I went to Bubba Gump to have dinner before the movie starts. My brother and I ordered a drink which was very cool :D

I love the colour :)

*I want an answer to my question.*

What I wanted

Hmm..

At first I wished that my father will buy me either an iPad or an iPhone before I leave Malaysia and go to New Zealand.

But come to think, the fees for uni is already so expensive.

I shouldn't ask for those things.

I'm already so blessed because my dad can afford to allow me to study overseas.

I should be happy with what I have and should not ask for more unless they're necessary :)

Feels

There're just times that I feel so empty in heart.

It's like I don't belong to anywhere.

Or just feel unimportant.

Or maybe insecure.

It's obvious that if I tell one of my friends how I'm feeling right now, they'll probably do not know what to say.

Actually it's simple.

I just want to hear "It's alright, we're here for you." with a hug.

Things can be so much better, isn't it :)

One thing I hate the most

Don't try to boss me around if you ain't better than me.
If you are better than me, I'll obey and listen to you without any hesitation.

Something different for today (:

一天魔王抓走公主,公主一直叫.

魔王 ：「你尽管叫破喉咙吧...没有人会来救你的....」

公主 ：「破喉咙..破喉咙..」

没有人：「公主..我来救你了...」

魔王 ：「说曹操曹操就到...」

曹操 ：「魔王..你叫我干嘛..」

魔王 ：「哇勒..看到鬼」

鬼 ：「靠!被发现了..」

靠 ：「阿鬼,你看的到我喔...」

魔王 ：「Oh,My God!」

上帝 ：「谁叫我?」

谁 ：「没有人叫你阿...」

没有人：「我哪有？装蒜啊！」

蒜 ：「谁在装我？」

谁 ：「又说我？你们找麻烦啊？」

麻烦 ：「哪一个找我？」

哪一个：「找你？我才没有...咦，这儿有好多人。」

好多人：「我才刚到耶……你是谁？」

哪一个：「我才不是谁。」

谁 ：「他才不是我。」

公主 ：「大家都是来救我的吗？」

大家都：「我不是来救你的，是来看热闹的。」

热闹 ：「我有什麽好看的？」

上帝 ：「不关我的事，先走了。」

魔王 ：「你回答一个问题再走，为什麽这麽多人救公主？我这个魔

王怎麽演下去？」

下去 ：「你好好的魔王不干，演我做什麽？」

公主 ：「魔王若是没有人演，我就可以走了。」

没有人：「若是我演魔王，怎麽会让你走...」

怎麽会：「我才不让公主走，我要看热闹。」

热闹 ：「看我干什麽？」

什麽 ：「你居然要『干』我？流氓！」

你居然 :「我哪有？」

我 :「关我什麽事ㄚ?」

魔王 :「靠!我要疯了......。」

靠:「喊我干什么!...」

疯了 :「你要我干啥？」

你要我 :「我什麽都不知道ㄚ!」

我什麽都不 :「我哪知啊!」

我哪知 :「我在这里ㄚ!有人在叫我吗?」

有人：「我没有叫你啊!」

我没有：「谁叫他了啊?」

谁：「冤枉啊...我没有...」

我没有：「我可没冤枉你啊...」

你：「谅你也不敢。」

谅你：「谁说我不敢!?」

谁：「拜托啊...我什麽都没说啦」

我什麽都没：「你要我说什麽?」

我什麽都不：「...你...你不就是我那失散多年的兄弟吗?」

我那失散多年的兄弟：「拷...我名字取这麽长...也会被叫到

啊...」

谁：「...我要赶快离开这个是非之地」

是非：「原来这里是我的地盘啊...」

我什麽都不&没：「你们别吵我们在讲话啦...」

你们别吵我们：「我没有在讲话啊...」

我没有：「我才没有讲话咧!...」

我什麽都不：「-_-\\\"...走...我们到外面去聊...」

走：「人家不好意思啦...(扭捏)」

我什麽都没：「关你屁事啊...闪啦...」(两兄弟生气的走出去)

关你屁事：「呜...为什麽赶我走...」

为什麽：「我没有要赶你走啦...乖...不要哭」

我没有：「喔...又关我啥事了」

关我啥事：「啥?有人叫我吗?」

有人：「谁要叫你啊...」

谁：「我真的要走了...T.T」

走：「人家真的不好意思啦...*V.V*」(\\\"谁\\\"不支倒地)

关你屁事：「...你不是我表妹吗?」

关我啥事：「...表哥...好久不见啦...」

好久：「我不是在这里嘛...」

魔王：「你们有完没完？」

完没完：「他才没有我」

你们：「我才没有他」

我才：「谁说的？」

谁：「叫我干吗？」

吗：「你居然要干我？」

你：「我才不会干他」

我才：「谁说我不会？」

谁：「冤枉！我没说……」

说：「叫我干吗？」

吗：「你们俩真不要脸！」

你们俩：「我要！我要！」

脸：「谁要我？」

谁：「我不要啊」

魔王：「快一点，再说我可要撵人啦」

人啦：「赶撵我？找K」

K：「谁找我？」

谁：「aaaaaaa！别提我的名字，再提我也K他！」

他：「别K我」

我：「谁要K我？」

谁：「终于让我逮找一个啦，杀呀…………」

一个啦：「别逮我」

我：「我也受够啦，谁再提我的名字，我决不放过你！」

谁：「看我的降龙十八掌！」

我：「看我的九阴白骨爪！」

降龙十八掌：「我有什么好看的？」

九阴白骨爪：「我有啥好看的？」

什么好看的：「兄弟，我终于找着你啦！」

啥好看的：「哥，咱出去聊。」

魔王：「妈的...这是认亲大会啊...」

从此以后，魔王真的得了精神分裂症……

Pavilion and Lot10

I need to study for exam so I'm just going to post photos for this 2 weeks. I'm so sorry. Hope you don't mind (:

Friday 15/4/2011 Solaris :D

you know the whole story so I just uploaded the photos. Hope you don't mind :)

Moral Final Test

I woke up a little later than usual today. I didn't get to wear my contact lens because if I do, my lil' brother might be late for school. When I reached MCKL, I took out my laptop and study for moral. I tried reading it over and over again but nothing gets into brain. Emily they all have classes at 8am so I was left downstairs by myself. After awhile, Kenny, Jia Jen and Carmen came and sat with me. We talked about NS and WMS. When the clock striked at 9am, Carmen and I went for our maths class. I sat with Manstanue today and Emily sat with Vee Shian.

After maths class, we decided to go to KL Sentral.
The guys went to Burger King and the girls went to Secret Recipe. We don't want to go to Burger King because the food is very heaty. Vee Shian, Galvin, Wei Min and Jian Zhen came to find us at Secret Recipe after they have eaten. Emily also bought a chocolate chip drink while Yee Lian and I bought hot caramel latte at Starbucks. All of us ate spaghetti except Josephine. She didn't eat anything.

Vee Shian and Galvin wanted to skip accounts class but I manage to convince them to not skip. But I don't know what happened at the end because Galvin skipped. Mr. Ferns gave us a new assignment today. After accounts class, Galvin came to class. EALD class was cancelled because of moral exam. We watched Ben10 on Vee Shian's laptop. It was boring because the class was too noisy and we couldn't hear. Emily didn't allow me to take any photos of her although she asked me to camwhore with her by using laptop.
watching...

At about 1.00pm, we went into the exam room at room 2.3. The exam wasn't that hard though. We all finished our exam after 30minutes and went out of the room. We were playing games in room 2.15 and Daniel Yap was practicing his guitar. Later, Emily and Yee Lian went home. Vee Shian, Kee Woon, Wei Min, Xin Yi and I stayed to watch movie with the moral watch and share group. I went back home at 4.45pm. I didn't get to finish the movie though. It was quite interesting. It was about a king who stammer and he is trying to learn how to speak properly.
That's all for today, ciao :)

Maths Test

I'm so sorry that I only posted pictures yesterday. I couldn't post my blog because I was worried about my maths test today and was investigating it the whole night. I got curfew for using laptop now. My mum scolded me and she only let me use my laptop until 11.30pm. I shall post my blog early now (:

By the way, I said that they went to my house and ate sushi on monday right? I found out that I took a picture before i started making sushi.

The maths test is so difficult even though it was an open book test. Ms. Sylvia separated us in to groups. My group was Crystal, Clement, Joel and me. Emily's group got Vee Shian, Manstanue and Phuey Wan. Galvin's group got Xiao Cheng and Xin Yi. Yee Lian's group got Adrian and Rachel. Everyone didn't manage to finish it.

After maths class, we went to Times Square. We went to Kim Gary to eat. The place is very purple. The food there are nice too but a little expensive.

Photo's taken in accounts class:

I'm not sure what are both of them trying to do but nothing bad :D
Mr.Ferns was late to class. We decided to play a prank on him. When he came into the class, we sang happy birthday song to him. He don't know what were we doing and he spent the whole day talking about something else and didn't teach us.

After accounts class, I stayed in MCKL until 5.00pm. Eva, Vee Shian, Wei Min and I ordered mango sago. It was really nice!! Nicer than the chocolate milkshake :)

That's all for the post today. I need to study for moral test now. Bye (:

econs class!!!

Sushi!!

I slept at 1am this morning and I have to wake up at 4.30am to make sushi. My maid helped me to prepare all the ingredients I need the sushi. I only started making at 5.30am because I need to wait for the rice to cool down. I kept wanting to give up making those sushi because I was really tired. But I still manage to do 15 rolls of sushi(before I cut them). Oh ya, the reason I made so much because Emily, Yee Lian, Josephine, Vee Shian and Galvin are coming to my house to eat after maths class. Vee Shian fetched us all to my house. We also watched a movie "Legally Blonde 3" together. I was a girl movie and the movie is awfully pink. Try watching it if you can then you'll understand what I mean :) We reached my house at about 9.30am and leave at 11.10am. There's nothing much after morning. We have our classes as usual. No IELTS class today and we have maths test on wednesday and final moral test on thursday. Tomorrow I need to present with my group about freedom in Australia during EALD class. My part is about freedom of speech and I tried searching for information just now. By the way, thanks for the song link :) The song is really nice and the lyrics are meaningful.

What Faith Can Do Lyrics

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you're stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard
Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody’s scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It’ll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

Overcome the odds
http://www.elyricsworld.com/what_faith_can_do_lyrics_kutless.html
You don't have a chance
(That’s what faith can do)
When the world says you can’t
It’ll tell you that you can!

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do
That's what faith can do!
Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

No chapel day

Emily finally did her presentation today!! :D

We had of EALD class in room 2.16 again. (Due to A-Levels examination, we only use room 2.15 and room 2.16 until next Thursday)
Emily was nervous, haha. Manstanue's group and Sya's group did their presentation today too.

Before EALD class start, Wei Min played with my iTouch and he broke my high score again!!

But I manage to break his till 10k + whrn I played in my mum's office.

Anyway, now only left Daniel's group now. After EALD class, we didn't go out to eat. All of them need to study for PL. These are the pictures taken in the canteen (:

After eating, Emily, Galvin and Vee Shain went to library to study. I went to room 2.16 for my EALD group meeting. We need to search about freedom in Australia and present it on next week. My group consist of Li Wey, Manstanue, Qi Hao, Wei Min, Huang Lei and me.

You can see Emily there because that picture is taken after our meeting. She just came from the library. After that, we went back to room 2.15 for Accounts class. Amazingly, Vee Shian didn't fall asleep today. I went to my mum's office immediately after the class which is 11.30am. Emily, Carmen, Vee Shian and Galvin went for community service after their PL test. Later, they went for lunch at an Indian temple. All the food in the temple is veggie. Whoever eats there can pay any amount of money to eat the vegetarian buffet. You can even pay 10cents. They don't really like the food there though. They told me that the food is yucky. I'm not sure about that because I wasn't there. That's all what happened today (:

Anyong (:

Subway

Today is just like any of the Thursday. My class starts at 9am but I reached school at 7.15am. I sat with Xin Yi in the canteen. I saw my friend, Min Yi, studying for Biology so I went over her table and wished her good luck. Oh, forgot to tell you that starting this Thursday, A-Levels will be having their mid-term examination. Yee Lian came early for her class at 8am and she brought her iPad. We played with her veggie samurai with her iPad. Wei Min manage to break her high score while I manage to break Wei Min's high score :D Emily came early too. She was worried about EALD presentation. At around 8am, Emily, Yee Lian and others went for their classes. The table now only left Xin Yi, Xin Yi's friend, Kee Woon, Vee Shian, Kenny and I. Vee Shian is there with us because he ponteng his P&L class. Carmen joined our table a few minutes later too. I told Carmen and Vee Shian that Solaris is off because your class ends at 2pm. It is a bit too late for me, I'm so sorry. Vee Shian suddenly said that I 'chop liver' which I don't understand and he stopped talking to me. I thought he was angry but later on he said he was just joking. But I still don't understand what is chop liver, if you understand, please explain to me okay?

We went for maths class at room 2.16 at 9am. Today we learned a new chapter which is chapter 10 - sequence. It wasn't that hard but not easy either. After maths class, we all went to KL Sentral for Subway. They wanted to go Subway because Galvin had some vouchers. All of them ate the sandwiches except me. I only ate cookies because I had my breakfast at home already. Besides, I dislike bread, that's why I didn't buy any. Most of us busy preparing our EALD presentation in Subway. All of us were nervous. After that, we headed back to college. Emily, Galvin and Vee Shian wanted to skip accounts class. I tried to make them feel bad for skipping class and it worked I think. Vee Shian and Galvin decided to go for accounts class but Emily still don't want to because she wanted to do her EALD slides first. I can't blame her for skipping class because she had to start from scratch for EALD. Mr. Ferns will be giving us another assignment this Friday. After accounts class is EALD class. As usual, I sat with Emily. I did my presentation today too. Emily wanted to do it today but Adrian hesitated so they ended up didn't do. She is very stress right now I think because she has EALD presentation to do and P&L test tomorrow. There's no moral class today so everyone went back home early at 1.30pm. That's all for today, bye bye :)

P.S. I forgot to take pictures today!! I'm so sorry. I'll remember tomorrow :)

Barbecue Plaza

I reached MCKL at 7.10am today. My aunt fetched to MCKL today because my mum need to fetch my lil brother and my cousin to stadium for sports day rehearsal. I dreamed by myself in the classroom by myself for awhile then I went down to agora to find my WMS friend, Becky. We talked for quite awhile and she gave a questionare on sexist. Example of question is "Who is more capable?". After that, I went to chapel. As you know, we have double maths class on every Wednesday. Ms Sylvia's uncle passed away and she got the news in the middle of the class. She didn't cry though. She told us that she's not close to her uncle so it's okay. Later on, Emily, Vee Shian, Galvin and I went to Times Square. I only had 1 hour so I just followed them and didn't eat.

They went to Barbecue Plaza, where they con our money on the last time we came.

Today in EALD class, 3 groups were chosen to present their presentation today. Clement's group was asked to present today but they were not prepared. Luckily, Ivory and Chun Kit volunteer to help his group by presenting first. Right now, I really respect both of them. They are so good and helped clement. During accounts, Emily, Galvin, Josephine and Ben Jie went to the canteen to buy drinks and food. They were so late and Mr. Ferns was angry. Besides, Vee Shian fell asleep in accounts class, as usual. I really wanted to do something to wake him up but I couldn't because Mr. Ferns might get angry at me. I didn't skip IELTS today, Galvin too. We did reading and the continue the story game. Today rained heavily again do we did not have basketball training. I stayed in MCKL for awhile with my friends, Crystal and Yin. At 5pm, I went home by monorail and LRT with Yu Yin. That's all for today (: