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For SURE!!!

My surprise party :)

I still can't believe you guys really did plan a surprise party for me!!!
Thx guys, thx a lot.
I'm sorry I didn't look surprise...
My brain is REALLY REALLY REALLY x 1000000000 slow.
I can't get my emotion right.
Hehex....x)

To tell the truth...I wanted to say:
"OH MY GOSH!!!! DON'T TELL ME THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING!!!! THANKS GUYS!!! YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I'M SURPRISED!!!! T.T

I really wanted to say this until u guys greet me by saying:
"Ay?? Shuen Nyin? Why are you here? We are having a christmas party and sorry for not inviting you...we didn't know you would come here..."

Something snap inside me...then I started to feel awkward...I thought I'm just perasan, thinking how stupid that I actually thought you guys gave me a surprise party...

I wanted to cry a bit...I was thinking how mean can you guys be...
Celebrating Christmas party on my birthday?
But then I swallow down my tears and dissapointment...telling myself don't cry in front of them

Then I suddenly realize something....
A Christmas party?
SCHOOL christmas party?
Why is my cousin there then?
It can't be....
And why Carmen is forcing me to go Mutiara when I say I really don't want to?
And a weird phone call from my aunt, asking me to buy egg tart for her, after I tell carmen i don't want to go mutiara.
I know my mum won't allow me to go Mutiara but suddenly she let me?
What is Carmen hiding from me?
Why wouldn't she let me read my message from Wei Shan?
The more I think, The more I feel something's not right...

I quickly read my message from wei shan after Carmen return me my phone...
And the message says:

- Hey! Happy Birthday! I'm sorry I can't make it to your party! But me and min yi they all shared your present!! I'm sure you will like it! =) -

I was like, OMG!!! When I want to turn around to say something, Sin Ying suddenly came out with a cake.

After all this, my brain cannot process properly already.
I really wanted to show how surprised I am but you guys greeted me that way so....
I don't dare to show it anymore...hehex Sorry
Besides, I'm super duper ultimately shy in front of my cousins!!!!
That's my second reason why I can't really show how I feel...x)

Oh, and I realize I didn't smile after all the surprise...(I think)
Because I still can't believe what was happening...
It's like a dream to me...
I mean....
Audrey is there too???
wow....am I dreaming?
lol... :)

Thanks guys...seriously
Thanks to Carmen and Sinying, for the party
Thanks to Stan, for blowing the balloons(that's what deborah tell me)
Thanks to Deborah, Ruorong, Audrey, Zhuang Yui, Calvin, Jason, Yu Ken, Hang Yu, Chris Greenall and Tiek Sim, who came to the party (I hope I didn't miss a person)
Thanks to Kheng Yew, Ding Sheng, Hui Yi, Min Yi, Donaven, Yon Sheng Pik Ling, Xian Yang, Wei Shan, Suan Yean, Ee Wen, Carmen, Sin Ying and Chris Greenall for wishing me by sms. X)
I know most of you guys would have attend my party, but couldn't (Actually I wouldn't know if you guys didn't tell me, after all, it was a SURPRISE party right?)
And ppl who wished me on facebook....
Lazy to type liao....

Just thanks to all of you guys...
Love you guys like crazy!!!